Diel is a 19-year-old teenager like many others. He lives in a nice house, has busy parents and still goes to school. But what sets him apart from his "normal" peers: He suffers from a mental illness. At first, he tries everything he can to fight it. He can't count on his parents. Nor can he count on his only two friends. So he is trapped alone in a spiral of exclusion and loneliness. Will he manage to escape it? Or has he already reached the point of no return? In his book, the author describes what bullying and its consequences do to people, the momentum it creates and how isolated and supposedly without prospects the victims are. This story has a questionable ending, perhaps we will succeed in changing things in real life.